I left my family and was offered to be a clown and I feel like I was forced smiling
This dream might indicate that you feel like you are suppressing your own feelings and putting on a happy face for others. Leaving your family might represent a desire for independence or feeling disconnected from them. The offer to be a clown could be a symbol of feeling like you are performing or putting on a show for others in your waking life. The forced smile could represent the pressure you feel to maintain a positive façade even when you don't feel like it. This dream could be a way for your subconscious mind to communicate that you need to be more authentic and true to yourself, even if it means expressing negative emotions at times.